"Do you imagine you would suffer less because you love goodness and truth?"

- the thin red line

Have I blogged about my pledge to quit smoking? Well, I'm happy to report that I'm doing good. "Good" is relative but hell, I'm still am proud with my apoplectic restraint. Thanks to my girlfriend's vigilance.

I miss the drinking though. I'm not alchoholic. No siree. I just love the company and the talk. Especially the nonsensical ones.

I miss my buddies...

This is the reason why I don't like to visit that friendster thingie. I miss my old life. I have this sudden lurk in my stomach that tells me I miss it. REALLY miss it.

Life there was simple. MY LIFE anyway. "Simple" to me means having problems everyday, go home most of the time drunk, be broke every month, no sleep and no responsibilities, BUT still go back to your apartment thinking you had a great day and can't wait for the next one.

Weirdo alert!

I was just added by a very close friend to his friends list and some memories came back to me. That guy has been with since the beginning of my AOL career till the end and up until now, he's there.

What I wouldn't give to go back to my old life... but then again, I'm here. It sometimes suck but it's mine.

hello.

dark clouds shadow my mind again. what's new right?

later!