Ladies and gentlemen... I .. am.. a.. new.. man.

It's time to change for I have molted.
Rearrange time and front, get rested
A new sun, a new star, two days gone by
19 sunsets they agreed, they learned, they loved.

Men and women are programmed for promiscuity. But we differ in our desires. (Enter at your own risk)

Remember when I told you about those fiesta performers we have at our small town? Well, I just watched them last night with my childhood friends. Town entertainment at its best. At first I didn't know how to react for it has been a while since I watched such show. Then, as the show progresses, I get the vibe again.. IM IN!

There's something with old-time, exaggerated humor. It's such a different high for me that have witnessed me for most of my childhood and adult life. It's literally coming back home.

I went back to my shack in the city before going to work and was surprised that one of my Bestfriends is there. Visiting the rest of the pack. To cut it short, we talked and updated each other of new stuff going on. When I asked him why he semi-exiled himself from us, he answered, "Istrikto si Komander eh." (my wife became strict) At first it sounded a load of bull but I understood his position and told him to make time for himself. For the few minutes that we are and talked, it was like when we were living in an apartment in college again.

It's a day of nostalgia for me.

A friend of mine gave me space on his domain and now I will divert my time creating a new site for myself. Hey! it's time I come out of this mediocre site or mine. I was just inspired by another blogger friend. Get some sleep, daysleeper, ok? :-)

It's been raining hard these past few days. I heard there's another typhoon. I spent my day-off staying at home all day. I haven't done that in a while. I didn't leave. Not even get out of the door.

I cooked my food and watched some CDs I haven't watched. I even got the time to watch those Taiwanese Tv Series. Hmm.. they are not that bad. I was able to last through the show. I always liked staying at home at rainy days. Especially if I have the house all myself.

There is one mystery that we are still solving at our little shack. The morning of my day-off, my roommate was busy searching for something. He was practically rummaging the place. (It was small anyway). It appears that his cellphone is missing. Now, this is nothing to shrug off. We were all concerned about our friend. Especially, its gonna be a major trust issue among us. I honestly don't have a clue how this happened. He claims he left his phone above his head before he slept and when he woke up, it was gone. He was the last one to sleep that day.

The fone is still missing up to now. I hope it appears soon. Sigh.. so much for reading Hardy Boys huh?

Now here is a really good site. You don't need to have a keen imagination to see the real characters.

I need to see
what the dawn wants to show me
I have to know
Why its dim when all should glow

I stayed hidden
After unfounded moons, fear stricken
Now I started to hear
what the world always whispered to my ear

But I became scarred
With a heart that I force to be hard
strong, more fortified
it broke, to resist, surprised, I haven't tried

I knew you before
way longer than people I still care for
Yes, unexpected
To see you outside the home, untainted

Everything's a whirl
Nothing makes sense and all does as well
I'm always out of tune
But to her, my voice embraces even the moon

Its cold, unjust
Yet it makes me warm all through my August
Take me, Bok, please
So I may soon understand what I always wanted to cease

Show me something new
For I can't stand right here and not be moved by you
Long have I waited
Now I won't have to, I must have done something good
Out of all the wrong, my dear
To be blessed of having you, I can stop all this fear

I went home this morning and saw my niece sitting next to the door, looking outside. I was a little sad with seeing her like that so I called her. She instantly stood up and rushed to me. Ask me to hold her up and I did and she embraced me as tight as she can. God! I must have done something good in my life to deserve this.

I made it through the day. I am on the verge of collapsing a few hours ago. I'm gonna be okay now. Everything's gonna be okay people... Move along now... nothing to see here...

I feel actually blessed for being able to suppress sleep. Sometimes, I really don't have to suppress it, i just can't sleep.

Let me tell you something about my past week. Come to think of it.. It's exactly a week! Whoaa! From my past "Hell Weeks", now I'm am granted with "Happiness week" or "Lucky week" or "blessed week" or whatever. I had a good week and it's rubbing off on the succeding days after it. God works on mysterious ways. Nevertheless, he is just. God will make a way.

As for you. My days will always be blessed because of you. I'm sending you this keith martin song as a symbol of my gratitude that you came into my life when everything is crumbling down on me. You showed me how to love and how to live...

Because of You

If ever you wondered
If you touch my soul
Yes you do
Since I met you
It's been not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch
I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you

Because of you
My life has changed
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you
I feel no shame
I'll tell the world
It's because of you

Sometimes I get lonely
And all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reach inside and touched me internally
I love you best explains how I feel for you

The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me
I just lose control
I want you to know
That I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me
I want the world to see
It's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you
I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

Because of you

God Bless Everyone!

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Ahh... I'm back. Here. In no-man's-land.

You know those persons that say - "All I need is a vacation"? Well, they have it right there. Sometimes all you need is an escape from it all. Not exactly on a beach, or a very far place. Sometimes all you need is the right agenda. The right itenerary on how you want to spend your rarely-acquired escape. You could go alone and spend some quality time with yourself. (hey! it happens) Or, you can try to visit a long time friend that you haven't see for quite some time. The surprise is overwhelming, even for you. Trust me.

Oh, just a tip. When you plan to do that, try to get some sleep.